Didn’t had a good rest
After the tiff I guess

I just upset my life!
Alright!

And this morning I just –oh-well- missed the shuttle bus AGAIN!
Then boarded the train

While waiting for 249,
Suddenly thought of darling..
The scent of him hovering around in the air..

Recalling whatever happened last night..
Did I go overboard???

But did he realize that
All along, that is the way he treated me?
Cold and distant, filled with sarcastic remarks ever since apr12. .
And how would I feel towards it?

I chose to be indifferent about it,
Though there are some times when I kicked up a fuss
And I am sorry, Ying.
Most of the times I vented my anger on you unknowingly

Yep it hurts,
but what can I do?

I hesitated to treating you this way
Cuz I know it is not right
But if I didn’t let you feel the way I felt,
It seems that I am the one in pain

You can deem me as selfish
But that’s the way I have changed now
Because of you.
I began to be unfeeling.