Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Managers' Meeting

For this week, we had our managers' meeting over at fishfish's function room.
Thankss to fishfish~ *lovess*

And her condo had facilities which includes big big pool!


BIG POOL!
See where I am!
I am in the big pool! With my clothes on that is. HA!
Fishfish's cute lovely adorable cousin from HK.

Meetingg updates were great. Motivating. Just transfered another $10k to casino. Make it!




HOWEVER. JUS WHEN I WAS REACHING THE PEAK OF MY LIFE, GOD LOVES TO PUT ME ON A TEST.

It's her again. The negative friend who has betrayed me big-time. Although we didnt meet face to face, the silence, the betrayal of their commitment to be friends and to share, was just as real as any harmful action.

When will she be out of my life? To be part of my life isn't what is supposed to be anymore. In the past, I would love to have her around, to be bubblingg aroundd while in company or goingg shoppingg. But now, havingg a liar aroundd myy side ain't my wish.

Humans do change. I understand. But how can someone change that fast, without warning. It's scary. To think a friendship of 1 and a half year cant beat a s-hole bust-ard whom she has known for less than a year!

I was thinking, if I have been double-crossed by a particular friend, I may want to consider ending the friendship. If I have not been directly harmed by this friend but have evidence that she has hurt others, I have to decide if I am risking too much by maintaining the friendship.If I do decide to walk away from this friendship, do it in a low-key way that avoids incurring the wrath of the her. I do not want to be her next victim. Or am I already her victim?

Cryingg and beingg sad for someone like her isn't worth it. But I still does that. DUMB. Everyone is telling me, she isn't worth my tears.

LET IT GO, WENFANG.

Whats yours, will be meant to be yours. No matter what, it will still come back to you. Whats not meant to be yours, no matter how much you force it, it will still escape from you.

Bless my lovely downlines.


Then later in the night, zhen baobei msn me, told me that junbing met with a car accident, in hospital. Dunno he now how. Hope he is okay. BLESS-ED JUNBING!

001 baobei in japan for 5days ler. hope that she had enjoyed herself there which i know that she will! miss her so muchh~