When I was counting my blessings at the end of the day, I realised that everythingg in my life is beingg arrangedd by destiny. Everything happens for a reason. And when at times I felt that it was absurd, when now i piece one by one together, it indeed forms a puzzle, everything is making sense.
This late afternoon, I had a sharing session with Mr Garrick. I didnt say anything about my problems or my thinking. He knew whats was bothering me. He enlightened me. He did made me come to senses, made me wake up to reality, urged me to take action to change my current life and situation before things happen and i will regret.
He didnt scold me to wake me up. He just said something that hit me right in the bulleye, went into my subconscious mind and impacted me from ever since that minute. I will never forget that moment, that feeling.
Tears filled my heart when he said that. Eyes were about to get affected by my heart but I told myself that I would not cry in front of him. The tears were being swallowed back into my stomach. That feeling, is a classic.
While walking back to the company after sharing session, choices and decisions were awaiting for me to execute, and had dominated my mind ever since.
Calming myself down at Lumimi, looking at the people around me, at the moment, I knew what my answer will be.
That moment,
choice selected,
decision made,
action taken.
A promise that I made to myself, to you, to people who love me for who I am.