today nat cried. she stunned me though. but it didnt stun me for long. so spent an hour talking to her. asking her why and explaining to her why things turned out this way.

while explaining, i broke down myself as well. cried bitterly hard. we both hugged together and cried. she went through the things that i went through, jus that she was better than me. she has someone to explain to her, while i bumped all my way through till today.

she was smart. she was able to comprehend whatever i said. by the end of the day, she felt better and our relationship also got better.

unconsciously, i realise, its not i dun have what it takes, jus that i didnt place it into good use thats all.

she is sent to me by God to remind me of my promises:)