Is this a dream or is it happening?

He said he had things to do with his group. So I was being fly-plane-ed again. I tried telling myself that life don't go according to what we often plan, so there was supposed to have room for changes and last min stuff.

Yet, deep down in my heart, I really can't accept it.

I took a OCEAN test and realised that what I am feeling now reflects on my character. It is in my blood.

是否这次我将真的离开妳　
是否这次我将不再哭

是否泪水已乾不再流
是否这次我将一去不回头
走向那条漫漫永无止境的路
是否应验了我曾說的那句话　
情到深处人孤独
多少次的寂寞掙扎在心头
只为挽回我将远去的腳步多少次我忍住胸口的泪水　
只是为了告訴我自己我不在乎

我真的不再哭.