Perhaps in your eyes, I could no longer be the perfect 'ah girl' already. No matter how much effort I put in, it just deemed as futile in your eyes. It is not as though I am not doing anything, however, heaven played a prank on me. When I am doing it, you missed it. When I am not doing it, you caught it. I didnt do anything that makes me break the promise that i made to you on the 12July. But the look from your eyes told me that I have broke it. Your words may be little, but it always has the special ability to be able to hit me hard.
Everything is no longer the same. I know. But it certainly not the same me as well. Just wait and see. All I can only do is to prove you wrong with my actions. As I have said earlier, in my earlier entry on 19 May, '你对我的态度是我自己的表现。Its me that 不争气 which makes you treat me like that.'
She will prove to both of you, that your 'ah girl' already grows up. She is no longer the emotional girl that you both have first knew on 3Sept 2006. She had herself being operated on, taken out her flaw, on 13July2008.
Doing what she has on her planning schedule, it doesn't take much time to show you what she is up to.
Just wait and see.