suddenly became single again. just because he said that he dun wan to hurt me. i really dun get it. till now i still dun. maybe i just cant accept the fact. i am at loss now. perhaps he treats me too good till i dun wan to let him go. shucks. i hate this kind of feeling. been crying for 3 hours. and i can foresee there will be more.
can't bear to let go. it seems that i have got onto a life buoy in the sea when i dunno how to swim. suddenly the life buoy disappear. really lost now. and i dread him saying good bye to me.