These days I always pause and ask myself if the things i am doing are of use: my involvement with @. There are so many things to take care of. Indeed, too many things happening at the same time can just sweep me off my feet and as a result, causing me to lose a sense of purpose. As such, passion without direction can be destructive after all. With almost zero awareness of future goals, i almost feel that i am finding my way in a mist.
I'm starting to think that I'm too ambitious. There's so much that I want to do that I don't know where to focus my efforts and I often end up exhausting myself.
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Tomorrow is the release of results. Praying hard that all will be beautifully cleared.